Miss Roberts

Derek part 4. Truth

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Derek

Derek - the man in my loft

Truth is an awkward thing don’t you think?

When I started telling you this story I said it would be the truth about Derek, and I am trying very hard to tell you the full truth. But it’s slippery. My memory has wobbly parts. I remember when I came round I didn’t know who I was, I had to piece myself back together like a jigsaw puzzle. Remembering what a bath was, remembering how to get out of it, remembering that there was a world on the other side of the bathroom door. So much stimuli hitting me, using me as a punch bag. Such a strenuous and desperate process fitting each piece into the correct space, and knowing which pieces to ignore because they’re part of a different jigsaw altogether.

How long did I lay in the bath? How much water did I cough up? How long did it take me to open the bathroom door? Truth is supposed to be “in accordance with fact” as it says in my computer dictionary here. Me on my own alone in my flat, entirely dependent on subjective experience percieved through my own battered senses, ordered in my error riddled brain, how can I ever be in accordance with fact? How can I alone ever tell the full truth?

It is just as well then that I was not alone that night, for the fact is I had a man in my loft.

I decided to call him Derek.

To be continued

Part 5.

Written by Miss Roberts

April 21, 2011 at 11:22 pm

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  1. This is getting totally gripping – really excillent prose writing…

    Cos Chapman

    April 22, 2011 at 9:48 am

  2. […] Truth is an awkward thing don't you think? When I started telling you this story I said it would be the truth about Derek, and I am trying very hard to tell you the full truth. But it's slippery. My memory has wobbly parts. I remember when I came round I didn't know who I was, I had to piece myself back together like a jigsaw puzzle. Remembe … Read More […]


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